The day before ytd,
the guys won in bball for 2 matches.
Tmr is games day alrd! :D
And ytd took 143 to int.
Got a disgusting couple sitting infront of me.
The guy is damn cui.
And he still act cute.
And keep kissing the girl.
Kissing her is not the problem.
But must he keep on kissing until reach int?!
Like damn eek.

Today's basketball match is postpone AGAIN,
to tmr.
Due to the weather!
And, i pass my maths cmt! :D
Hope jonathan can play on thurs.
Hope the school allow.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YEHLIN! :D

4/7 Guys FloorBall. :D

Won the first match,

draw the second match.

Today handball 4/7 won 3 match! :D
Thanks to jonathan cheok!
Hahaha.
Tmr will be bball and floorball. :)
Songwei and the rest, jy!

Tmr hand ball prelimary round!
But still, a lil scared.
But also got a lil attitude of heck care.
LOLS.
Hope tmr play well.
And i want luck mans! :D

Last weeks pictures

Sec3s SMU.

Ahma Funeral

New bbtea! :D Almsot 5bucks!
But it's the quality.

2 months ago,
my ahma was down with high fever.
And tmr,
she's gonna be burned.
I couldnt cry.
Not because i'm not sad.
But i still don't accept it.
Cos she is the strongest woman i have ever met.
Second person is my dad.
But just now i saw my dad cry.
Then i cried.
This whole funeral i only cried once.
Which is just now.
And,

Thankyou for those who came down.

Munyee,songwei,alda,daryl,shuyun,priscilla, vanessa,timothy,jonathan,eddie,kenneth,roy and benjamin who stayed overnight.

Today is the third day of the funeral.
Alot of things happened.
Then ytd, timothy and vanessa came down.
Delon came after that.
Children stay awake at night.
And sleep in the day.
Cos need take turns to takecare the whole funeral place.
Now is suppose to be my sleeping time.
But not that tired.
Cos took a nap alrdy.
Later ben they might be coming.
So is meijia they all.
So far,
i cried once only.
Which is when i was at the hosp.
The doc say she dead.
Thats the only time i cried.
Last few days nv cos ,
i still dun believe the fact thats she' gone.
And i have to stay strong.
Life still goes on..

strongest person in my heart

Today had 2.4
But was just a mock.
So was quite slack.
Walked afew times.
Then lesson was normal.
Had dance.
Taught a junior.
She quite cute.
Cos she keep smiling to me. :)
After that, meet up with sw and co.
Went int tgt.
I went to hosp as usual.
Had dinner there.


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My ahma want go home again.
Then when we all stand at the door there.
Then my dad was talking to her.
Then he say gdnight and left.
Then suddenly my ahma cry.
I think she no strength to shout thats why.
But i first time she her cry.
Cos since young,
i nv see her cry once.
From then on,
she was the strongest person in my heart.
But today she cried.
See her like that,
i cried too.
Cos i nv expect her to cry.
My heart really ache.
Like i cant help in anything.
Not we want turn all our backs and leave her.
Is we've got no choice....

felt so helpless..

Last few days was staying over at the hosp.
Alot of things happened.
See my ahma stuggle in pain.
Yet i cant do anything.
Ytd she want go home.
But all the adults dunwant help her out of bed.
Cos she need to stay in hosp.
She stare at me with a frown on her face.
It scares me.
But i feel guilty as well.
I really wanna let her have her way.
But i can't.
The feeling is damn bad.
She dunwant us to see she is in pain.
But i saw her stuggling.
She even pulled her own hair.
Scary things happened too.
Later gg back hosp.
But tonight cant stay over.
Cos tmr got tuition.
SIAN!
Now i just wish to accompany her.
I keep holding on to her hands,
cos i scared thats the last time i will hold them warm.
Her arms are full of brusies.
And i hate medicines.
Hate the nurse walk into the room holding on to the small tray.
My ahma see alrdy her face like so scared.
Even when she slp,
she dream of taking it,
and kept saying: I sick of the medicines! I dunwant..

Just reached home from hosp.
Just bath finish.
Now getting everything prepared.
Then go down hosp again.
Just now my ahma i see her like in great pain.
But she tahan.
Saw tears in her eyes.
Somemoe her tolerence of pain is damn good.
See her like that,
my heart just feel so pain.
My dad predicted long ago say she will die on the 6march.
and he just said 3 plus midnight.
Thats super scary to me.
Cos i dun believe.
But just now,
my ahma became more alert,
and got more strength.
In chinese,
there is a phrase.
"Hui guang fan zao" (if i'm not wrong)
Memories all came back to me.
Rmb her always shouting at my house downstair,
calling me press the lift for her.
Cos she dunno how to use the intercom.
Next time nobody will shout for me to press the lift.
Last time our relationship was not very good.
Till this year..
Hais.

I love you,

ahma.

Random pictures with my cousin.
Last few weeks have been spending time with them.

Lasania?

Last FnN lesson. :D NICEEEE!

Last few post no photos..
I know its damn SIAN!
HAhaha.
I also damn sian.
Ytd after cca straight,
i went to hosp liao.
Everyday go there until 11 plus.
By the time i reach home, bath and all,
it's alrdy one! D:
Then alrdy too tired to do any homework.
And i NUH nurses totally suck.
The security also can go bang wall mans.
My grandma say want do business,
Big one lah.
Then we call the nurse to help.
Then they say okay, coming.
Then what i see for the next 5 mins and more was...
they sit there and do their paperwork!
Wtf?
Paperwork is nv ending.
Their brain store pee or what.
Dunno what the hell are they thinking.
Now i waiting for parents to fetch me. :D
Visit ahma! Left limited time to spend with her.
Must cherish.
And just now i was taking a nap.
I dreamt of songwei,benjamin, munyee and more!
The dream was... I LIKE! :D

ahma get well please!

Was busy throughout the weekends.
Flag day was alright.
Got monk put in angpao leh!
To me is a lil weird.
But quite cool lah! HAHA.
Wonder whats inside...
Ytd as usual,
got tution.
After that went to NUH.
Visit my ahma.
She look damn different from the last time i saw her.
Now she very weak. D:
Like wherever she go, whatever she do,
she need ppl to help her.
She keep shivering too.
Then she dunwant eat medicine.
Feel so bad to ask her eat.
But i want her to get well ASAP.
Hope she get well soon!
Anybody want visit her?
Coconuts? Bananas? :D

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